kemarahan.

Aku tengah kemalasan dan PMS yang teruk di kala memasukkan entri ini dalam blog aku.
Aku benci dengan sesetengah orang di tempat aku bekerja.Mereka secara nyata adalah losers dan paling aku benci ialah si humpty dumpty dengan badan yang macam kene pump dan si lidi yang malam tadi tika ada di depan mataku MEMAKAI TUDUNG,BAJU BABY-T dan juga seluar jeans yang sendat.bila dia bongkok..alur punggung dia boleh nampak dgn sangat jelas.menyendeng-nyendeng dengan seekor buaya yang semestinya aku dah BOSAN dengan perangai anjingnya.wahhhhh.aku type dengan nada yang marah dan ego.YEAHHHH baby!

Seketika aku cuba berblog dalam bahasa melayu.sungguh aneh dan ajaib perkataan-perkataan yang keluar di mindaku.hahahha.Aku sudah bosan dengan humpty dumpty dan juga si lidi.

Diaorg..menjengkelkan!
Diaorg...jijik.

Aku Benci
Korang sila pegi mampos bole tak?


okay.

tu saja entri pada kali ini.

jiji..

berkali-kali aku call jiji..tapi dia tak jawab.sms pun tak reply.Jiji, tolong la angkat call mimi.mimi nak sangat cakap dgn jiji.jiji OK ke?Ghani cakap jiji's condition is getting worsen.kanser kelenjar dah merebak dekat spinal cord.jiji kene pakai pampers.jiji..mimi sedih sangat dengar berita buruk ni..baru bulan lepas kita YM..jiji cakap jiji sihat.Ghani cakap jiji terjatuh sebab dah terlampau lemah.jiji..mimi taknak jiji pergi dulu..jiji tolong la angkat phone call mimi.jangan buat mimi and kwn2 yang lain macam ni..YA ALLAH, YA TUHANKU..berkatilah hidup hambamu YA ALLAH, kurniakanlah jiji kesihantan yang baik dan permudahkanlah urusan sehariannya.amin ya rabil alamin..

*Jiji was my brother's junior when they were in MMU.Jiji is in Kuching right now and he is a Sarawakian.He's only 26.He was diagnosed with lymph node cancer two years ago.I was so frustrated and devastated.aku sedih dia jadi macam ni.jiji seorang yang happy go lucky and trendy.tapi sekarang dia lemah longlai..Jiji..mimi doakan yang terbaik untuk jiji..

ikan.

Sana sini ikan.Benar, hidup aku sekarang dikelilingi banyak ikan
Ada satu ikan yang paling aku sayang.Sampai bila-bila.

PMS.

Evry month my PMS becomes worsen.The side effects is unbearable to me.I feel so bad and uneasy.I suffer from depression..i cry almost every night WITHOUT A REASON,i feel lonely,i puke a lot, gets dizzy, MOODY, back ache, I curse people especially yang cakap aku ada KURAP tapi sebenarnya aku ECZEMA ( takpe, manusia macam ni akan terima akibatnya..they don't know anything about ECZEMA and boleh cakap aku kene KURAP..wtf?)oh ya..and my PMS is very very terrible+horrible+worst nightmare ever.I feel like orang gila..emotional and very very SENSITIVE!!!!


What is premenstrual syndrome (PMS)?
Most women have tender breasts, bloating, and muscle aches a few days before they start their menstrual periods. These are normal premenstrual symptoms. But when they affect your daily life, they are called premenstrual syndrome (PMS). PMS can affect your body as well as your mood. Sometimes it can make you change the way you act.
Some women first get PMS in their teens or 20s. Others don't get it until their 30s. The symptoms may get worse in your late 30s and 40s, as you approach perimenopause.

What causes PMS?
PMS is tied to hormone changes that happen during your menstrual cycle. Doctors don't fully know why premenstrual symptoms are worse in some women than in others. They do know that for many women, PMS runs in the family.
Not getting enough vitamin B6, calcium, or magnesium in the foods you eat can increase your chances of getting PMS. High stress, a lack of exercise, and too much caffeine can make your symptoms worse.
What seems like PMS might be caused by something else. Your treatment will change if your symptoms are not tied to PMS.
What are the symptoms?
PMS symptoms can affect your body, your mood, and how you act in the days or week leading up to your menstrual period.


Physical signs include:
• Acne.
• Bloating and tender breasts.
• Food cravings.
• Lack of energy.
• Cramps.
• Headaches.
• Low back pain.

before and after.

i want the FULLER me like before..sekarang cam tk best..seluar longgar, muka cengkung,puggung besar tapi leper..ee tk bestnya kalau dah turun 3kg dlm seminggu..=(

i've been missin' !

It all started with a viral fever on last, March 19 which dragged me to eczema (contact dermatitis) for almost one week plus and up till today.I have suffered enough!i've lost weight..about 3kgs in one week.I look so fatigue and pale..That is not me for sure.I suffered from depression, i feel lonely..i was so depressed at times to be living through that kind of situation..

ECZEMA (FROM THE WEBSITE)
What’s the difference between eczema and atopic dermatitis?
Eczema is a general term encompassing various inflamed skin conditions. One of the most common forms of eczema is atopic dermatitis (or "atopic eczema"). Approximately 10 percent to 20 percent of the world population is affected by this chronic, relapsing, and very itchy rash at some point during childhood. Fortunately, many children with eczema find that the disease clears and often disappears with age.

In general, atopic dermatitis will come and go, often based on external factors. Although its cause is unknown, the condition appears to be an abnormal response of the body’s immune system. In people with eczema, the inflammatory response to irritating substances overacts, causing itching and scratching. Eczema is not contagious and, like many diseases, currently cannot be cured. However, for most patients the condition may be managed well with treatment and avoidance of triggers.

What does eczema look and feel like?
Although eczema may look different from person to person, it is most often characterized by dry, red, extremely itchy patches on the skin. Eczema is sometimes referred to as "the itch that rashes," since the itch, when scratched, results in the appearance of the rash.

Eczema can occur on just about any part of the body; however, in infants, eczema typically occurs on the forehead, cheeks, forearms, legs, scalp, and neck. In children and adults, eczema typically occurs on the face, neck, and the insides of the elbows, knees, and ankles. In some people, eczema may "bubble up" and ooze. In others, the condition may appear more scaly, dry, and red. Chronic scratching causes the skin to take on a leathery texture because the skin thickens (lichenification).


My eczema is only at my hand, fingers, foot and at the mouth area..(it was so devastating)








Alhamdullilah..my eczema is getting better now.The rashes has dried up..the skin is peeling off and i just can't miss my 'steriod' cream and also 'berpantang'...

can't take that away..

I heard voices telling bad things about me..
Friends will never be friends..

When you talk behind me..there is only GOD who sees you..
He knows that i am strong to face all the GOSSIPS that you are telling others..

Stop acting like a SISTER to me.
I don't even have one..not a close one too!
Stop being a hypocryte..try to LEARN to UNDERSTAND yourself first..

I am SICK and TIRED of being a pretender all this while..
I need peace..and got feel at ease..
YOU, Yes you are the one who has jeopardise OUR friendship..


For now..please,let me have one..
just one..FREEDOM.